Relapse Cycle

Man I ain't ever gon let that hapen to me again, never
I'm telling you I'll just stop myself next time
I control my self, I'm better

But

Matter fact I'm on my phone
Matter fact I'm minding my own business
Until I happened to stumble across another one of these bitches
Matter fact it happens to be a hot one
So I go scroll a little bit more

What's it gon do it's just for one minute
That's what I tell myself cause I'm the one who's with it
And if you get carried away and bury a grave
Then you better have allot to say for yourself
But then comes the storm and not with the rain
And I actually get carried away
So then comes the porn and twist and turn
But I know I'm gonna put it away, maybe?

Or maybe I just need some more
Hands get close to my pants but I question
Are these your true intentions?
Forget your inventions
Forget all the pain you had in your intestines
Last time you went down through this door, but

But the door is glowing
And now the volumes up so you hear the moaning
See the deep throating
And you eyes turn on as the devil's croaking

Now I forgot the motive
And I'm completely focused
And I start moving back and forth because I'm devoted
And then it feels so good as I start chopping my wood

And then faster and faster and faster and faster
My promise to the world is I am my master
But then I see my ex on the screen and it seemed that
I must satisfy her wants and needs

And she's begging for it just like last time and the time before
All I'm thinking is I just hit the score
So my dirty hands doing her chores
And I know what must happen while she begs for more

Now it's no going back and I'm full speed with fap
And even though it feels like she's on my lap
After I finish and see the tap
I realize I'm already back in the trap

I'm sorry
I'm so sorry
I don't know what I was thinking
Please forgive me I'm sorry I'm sorry
I'm so sorry
Lord god I submit to you I give you my soul
I will work for you in this beautiful Kingdom with static all over
Take me from this evil
Restore my soul please God



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