My best

In the last few months,
My nights have been pretty hard.
I cried more from my wrists than my eyes.

Oh, those eyes,
You should have watched em...
Left in pieces just the way you wanted.

But you were not there,
I was in pain and nobody cared.
Hurt where people can't see
And don't want to get to.
I will not lose myself
As I've always said,
I don't know what will happen next
But I have done my best.

(Instrumental)

Now it's 4 o'clock,
And I'm supposed to sleep. (to sleep)
But this thoughts haunt me
Like waves with a sinking ship.

They are whispering
A very precious lesson:
You'll always have to go through hell
If you want to reach heaven.

(Yet)

I don't blame you for not
understanding I kept enough
distance for me to help you but
not for you to reach me.

Then I bled the worst
tears of my life
Tasted em but it started feeling just fine.

No you're still not there,
I was in pain now I just don't care.
Hurt where people can't see
And don't want to get to
I did not lose my self
And I will always say:
I don't know what will happen next
But I have done my best.

(My best)

I don't know

I don't care

I don't know

I don't care

Don't know
What's next
I've done
My best.