Forever

God, I need you right now, don't know where my head at
Tryna focus, only goin' where they put the bread at
I been locked in on this road, forget where my bed at
Told me that she needed space, I forgot she said that

And it kinda fucked me up, cause she won't respond
Big fish, but I know I'm in a little pond
Got emotions that I can't keep quiet, put it in a song
And if I keep it bottled up, it'll turn into a bomb

My granddad went and passed away, it's hard to keep me calm
But I know he an angel, so I gotta close my palms
Always said a Bible verse, know it's 23 Psalms
The Lord is my shepherd, and I still not want

Lord, I'm just askin', can you keep me
Cause in these hard times, everybody wanna leave me
Walkin' through the mud and it's knee deep
Phone on DND, nobody can reach me, yeah, yeah

I can't give up now, mama deserves better
I hope that she's proud, see my name on headers
I be on my shit, think I'll let up, I will never
I'm just doin' me, swear that that's forever

I'm just doin' me better than niggas doin' them
Seein' how I get and they just sayin' I'm a gem
Well, I'm him, and that's regardless, kinda heartless
Niggas think they poppin' shit, but knowin' that they harmless

Swimmin' in the deep end, a hundred every weekend
My heart on my sleeve, but there's things I gotta keep in
Scared close my eyes, cause the devil goin' creep in
Focus on my grind and the money just increasin

My scars always leakin', livin' like I'm dreamin
Wake up makin' money, go to sleep and then repeat it
If I tell you once, swear to God I won't repeat it
Sayin' that they love me, but it really got no meaning

Cause they still do me wrong and won't care at all
When my life goin' wrong, got no one to call
Kinda crazy that they wanna see me fall
Only fallin' that I'm doin' is back away from y'all

I can't give up now, mama deserves better
I hope that she's proud, see my name on headers
I be on my shit, think I'll let up, I will never
I'm just doin' me, swear that that's forever

Forever, forever, forever
I'm just gon' be doin' me, swear to God that that's forever



Credits
Writer(s): Jamiah Hicks
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