lonely in a foreign country

Over it
I should be over this by now
But I guess I'm just
Behind for my age somehow

And I know everyone's different
It's okay; go at your own pace
But I cant stop myself thinking
I'm different in all the wrong ways

I'm lonely in a foreign country
I know I'm old enough
To be on my own but
I can't quite get past the silence
And there's nowhere to run to
I have to stay this time

Bleeding
I put a bandage on my heel
'Cause I haven't hurt this much
Since I went to New York or I fell out of love

And the funny thing is
I asked for this, this independence
But I tried to make coffee and it turned out horribly
I'm hardly self-sufficient

And I'm lonely in a foreign country
I know I'm old enough
To be on my own but
I can't quite get past the silence
And there's nowhere to run to
I have to stay

I've always felt the need to prove myself to anyone around
But if I'm honest I think I'm really proving to myself
That I can do the hard stuff
I didn't fake my way up
But I still secretly think that I'm just lucky
And no one seems to be noticing

I know I'm old enough
To be on my own but
I can't quite get past the silence
And there's nowhere to run to

(Nowhere to run)

And I'm lonely in a foreign country
I know I'm old enough
To be on my own but
I can't quite get past the silence
And there's nowhere to run to
I have to stay
So far away
In a foreign country