the story after they're gone

There is purpose in what I'm feeling
Don't feel the need to hang around
I can't tell what I've been dreaming
So let the whole world tumble out of my head
In my head

Aggregated meaning
I'm left there lying on my side
I pull the rope that brings me deeper
And see what's really there inside of my head
You know there's too much In my head

But it's too late
'Cause I get caught up in delusion
But it's ok
'Cause I'm not scared to walk alone
But it's too late
'Cause I'm too tired and overthinking
I'm too tired for all this drinking
So I'm going home
I'm going home

Oh I've been left here in the shadows
Without a voice to guide the way
Fall between the cracks in my floor
Left me wandering for days
In my head
Been running circles
In my head

My only hope is in this mirror
Which everyday I try my best
To open up and whisper secrets
That only ever lived inside
In my head
Oh there's too much
In my head

But it's too late
'Cause I get caught up in delusion
But it's ok
'Cause now I'm scared to walk alone
But it's too late
I'm too tired of overthinking
I'm too tired for all this drinking
So I'm going home

Late last year left a bittersweet taste in my mouth
Now I feel a lot better at a breakneck speed
Busy times and awkward laughter whenever you pop in
I can't even say your name
I went back to the water and I couldn't say your name

No it's too late
And I couldn't say your name
I'm too tired and overthinking
I'm too tired for all this drinking
So I'm going home
I'm going home