We Will Not Die This Way

Recently, I've found I'm drowning
In the
Reality that I am nothing
Nothing but bones, and blood in a socket
I
I might be dreaming it all up
But the truth is
Tears flood my eyes unlike anything
My self-worth is slowly crashing
Dark thoughts are proof my sanity is slipping
I close my eyes and stay at a distance
I
I might be dreaming it all up
But deep down I
Know there's a void, that's eating me
Up

Open up (Suffering endlessly)
I'll open up my heart
Pry it open with pieces (Suffering endlessly)
Of my life that still gives me hope

I'm learning to fight, hiding behind
That so-called smile
I'll open my eyes, take in the life
I'm learning to fight, hiding behind
The separation
I'll open my eyes, take in the life around
We will not die this way

Evidence has shown I'm trying
To hold, accountability for lying
About myself, my views, and my mindset
I
I might be dreaming it all up
But I'm certain
I'll push through it and be brave enough
Eugh

Open up (Suffering endlessly)
I'll open up my heart
Pry it open with pieces (Suffering endlessly)
Of my life that still gives me hope

I'm learning to fight, hiding behind
That so-called smile
I'll open my eyes, take in the life
I'm learning to fight, hiding behind
The separation
I'll open my eyes, take in the life around
We will not die this way

I'm really just trying to find myself
But the answer is clear
I'm really just trying to find myself
And the answer is here

I couldn't help but ignore the signs
I just watched as I suffocated
Now it's time to choose again
And I'll choose to rise above it

I'm learning to fight, hiding behind
That so-called smile
I'll open my eyes, take in the life
I'm learning to fight, hiding behind
The separation
I'll open my eyes, take in the life around
That so-called smile
The separation



Credits
Writer(s): Connor Matthew, Dylan Jonkers, Navah Chapman, Zed Ramsay
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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