Happy Birthday

Is this the end
Let it consume me
Falling again
Numb to the feeling
Can we pretend
Hopelessly dreaming
That it's not the end
This can't be the end

And every time this year I get a little more gray
And fewer friends are reaching out on my birthday
So happy birthday

I crave the days where I felt I belonged
Instead I'm stuck here still writing these sad songs
And it's been too long
Since I could go out and have any real fun

Do I choose to hold on or throw it all away

Is this the end
Let it consume me
Falling again
Numb to the feeling
Can we pretend
Hopelessly dreaming
That it's not the end
This can't be the end

Fighting sleep through the night for some peace of mind
These pills overtake any sense of time
Can't seem to realize I'm falling
Sink into another weekend
Gone so soon
Well I'm barely breathing
I'm inside your room
You bandage these wounds
I'm falling

Is this the end
Let it consume me
Falling again
Numb to the feeling
Can we pretend
Hopelessly dreaming
That it's not the end
This can't be the end

Is this the end
Let it consume me
Falling again
Numb to the feeling
Can we pretend
Hopelessly dreaming
That it's not the end
This can't be the end

Save myself from another year gone
Another year older
Close my eyes to the light as it burns
I wish this was over
So happy birthday

Is this the end (is this the end)
I'm falling again (falling again)
Can we pretend (can we pretend)
This can't be the end