Wasting Time

Take it back is what you said when I told you that in fact
You're narcissistic, quite sick, never optimistic
Sick of the things that you want me to do
When I'm on my knees and begging you
I want you to know, when push comes to shove
This is all I can take in
It's a motherfucking war I'm waging
I look up, and search for the sun
But realize I am under the gun

Out of sight and out of mind
Accident or by design, we're wasting time
And I feel a fool for everything I know
In far more ways than I would like to show
If this is all we got now, we're wasting time

How could you be so heartless still, picking fights for a thrill
Different night, same fight, and a burning anger you instill
So I pack up the things that I don't want to lose
And I'm on my knees because I want my shoes
I want you to know, when push comes to shove
This is all I can take in
When all that we mend keeps breaking
A love drunk heart, is blind at the start
But bleeding in black as it's falling apart

So now you go around, telling all our friends
How you're perfect, and you always tried to save me
But baby, we both know, that all the lies you speak
Have got you living in a fake reality

Out of sight and out of mind
Accident or by design, we're wasting time
And I feel a fool for all the love I've shown
In far more ways than you could ever know
If this is all we got now, we're wasting time