Birthdays & Funerals

I just turned 20, but it's still zero M's made
what's the point of life if you never get paid?
Flight overseas, had to hit my bros with a "peace"
Ironic, since I never feel at peace
Mamma cries, wipe the tears off her cheek
Please don't cry, I know I'm not around, tryna hit my peak
Missing birthdays & funerals, this shit it gets deep
But it's nothing take my word, we can mask it up with weed

I don't weep, I get it done
I still ain't seen the sun
Working night shifts in the lab, I'm tryna be the one
Bounce the song, head up to my room, no one I can call
Fuck it, play some blues then I roll another one
For everyone I'm missin
They love to talk about all my addictions
Look at me like I'm broken and I need some fixing
I'm good love, fix yourself, get your class up
Talking all that cap, I never really fucked with fiction
And I still miss that hoe but that's just how it goes
Do you think she knows? That's a place that I'ma never go
Still got 2 blankets, but I'm living all alone
Should have stayed strangers, 'cuz you can never wife a
Put in all this work, you couldn't imagine
Push people apart, well at least then I'm not dragging
But I still spit fire on these tracks and I'm selfish
My songs are the fire that the devil lit hell with

I just turned 20, but it's still zero M's made
what's the point of life if you never get paid?
Flight overseas, had to hit my bros with a "peace"
Ironic, since I never feel at peace
Mamma cries, wipe the tears off her cheek
Please don't cry, I know I'm not around, tryna hit my peak
Missing birthdays & funerals, this shit it gets deep
But it's nothing take my word, we can mask it up with weed

Yo it's Mr Malgo
And everywhere that I go
There's lights and there's cameras and action
Scenes that you couldn't imagine
The family's bigger
And we gifted like some Madrigals
I'm fresh to death, but
I'm the one that they was baggin on
Like a typo
I'm used to being written off
I grew in ISO
I'm cut from a familiar cloth
The Lost boy
I killed the Hook with my Resolve
You got an issue
Hit my agent, he can solve, yuh
Listen up
I'm in a new bag
Cheffing new things
Yeah, just watch me cook it up
I pray to God above me, yeah
I know he's up there mixing up
I play with a whole deck of jokers
Yeah, now there's no predicting us
I know that I'm missing
On long nights you miss me
It's mutual feeling
And you say I'm different
Then I blame the distance for birthdays I'm missing
It's just how I'm living now