A Dolls House

If there's one thing that my dad never ever wanted me to be thats a victim
Therefore I keep him ignorant of this mess of a life I been living
It's funny how getting convicted's still less stress than begging forgiveness
Thank god Baba never witnessed baby screaming, crying over these idiots
Idiot boys, idiot nights
Idiot boys and idiot fights
Primrose linking, Brixton tripping, catching buses quarter to five
Idiot girl, idiot life
Idiot me, like Curley's wife
Why you surprised, I aint never been right
It's a big dilemma like porcupine
I guess we caught a vibe
Was it just for the night
Next time I swear the me you'll see is all my trauma organised
Write it down, record all night
Still missing you, hope you're alright
I'm sorry things got awkward you should know I'm just a bit borderline

I know it's not an excuse
But you said you wanted the truth
Keep me safe from the, safe from the world
Give me space where I can be be your girl
I'll be sitting in this dolls house
Sipping til it falls down
Kiss me to the rhythm of them kicking down the door now
Sitting in this dolls house
Sipping til it falls down
Kiss me to the rhythm of them kicking down the door now
Overheard my boss call me "kusra" over the phone
And the next day come now all of a sudden
He dont want me working there no more
You say "that's appalling"
Yeah but I mean it's not out the ordinary
I'm too tired to call it exhausting
So let's leave it at, "it's just boring"
Rent and bills been getting higher
And girls like us we don't get hired
I don't think you realise how blessed I am to have just E and Spiro
Wasted time preaching to the choir
While they're tryna genocide but
Don't call it genocide
It ain't genocide as long as people don't like ya

Rest in peace Brianna and Xena
I hope heaven treats you better than we did
Here's my dollhouse take it or leave it
Here's my dollhouse keep it a secret

I'll be sitting in this dolls house
Sipping til it falls down
Kiss me to the rhythm of them kicking down the door now
Sitting in this dolls house
Sipping til it falls down
Kiss me to the rhythm of them kicking down the door now
Sitting in this dolls house
Sipping til it falls down
Kiss me to the rhythm of them kicking down the door now
Living in this dolls house
Imprisoned in this dolls house
Why is no one listening? They're ripping down the walls now
They're ripping down the walls now
They're ripping down the walls now
They're ripping down the walls now

Huh



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Writer(s): Enxi Erskine-chang
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