Drug Abuse

Think 'bout my son, will I be in his life?
My daddy left when I was young too
I'm sure in jail he had some sleepless nights
But we both struggle from that drug abuse
I want to make some of my life, but I found that shit hard
'Cause when you come up out them trenches, you gone leave with scars
No matter how much hoes I got, or brand new fancy cars
None gone add up to bein' present in my children's hearts, you feel me?
How many bands I gotta make to put away the lean
Or am I cursed to stay awake, and chase away my dreams
Don't cry in public, been a long time since my homies seen
But I think god watch over my shoulder, he be guiding me

Wish I could redo my marriage, she would see I try
We just went our separate ways, she won't see eye to eye
Know my kids the most important thing in my whole life
Laquisha I promise I love you, you the love of my life
I know losin' love is hard, something I been through
Momma left my dad in jail, my wife ain't love me too
How she gone do that to my kids, like she got some to prove
I just gotta keep it cool, thinkin' 'bout my next move

Think 'bout my son, will I be in his life?
My daddy left when I was young too
I'm sure in jail he had some sleepless nights
But we both struggle from that drug abuse
I want to make some of my life, but I found that shit hard
'Cause when you come up out them trenches, you gone leave with scars
No matter how much hoes I got, or brand new fancy cars
None gone add up to bein' present in my children's hearts, you feel me?
How many bands I gotta make to put away the lean
Or am I cursed to stay awake, and chase away my dreams
Don't cry in public, been a long time since my homies seen
But I think god watch over my shoulder, he be guiding me

Laquisha, girl I'm sorry, said I'd change, but haven't started
I been steady broken hearted, for your love you know I'm starvin'
If you gave a second chance, I promise I would stay your man
And I would clean up my whole act, but two opposites attract
I had just turned 15 when I first thought about dropping school
But I ended up in them streets, and to survive I had to shoot
Know my momma tried her best, but I spent nights without no food
Now I bought her a new crib and dripped her out in Jimmy Choo

Think 'bout my son, will I be in his life?
My daddy left when I was young too
I'm sure in jail he had some sleepless nights
But we both struggle from that drug abuse
I want to make some of my life, but I found that shit hard
'Cause when you come up out them trenches, you gone leave with scars
No matter how much hoes I got, or brand new fancy cars
None gone add up to bein' present in my children's hearts, you feel me?
How many bands I gotta make to put away the lean
Or am I cursed to stay awake, and chase away my dreams
Don't cry in public, been a long time since my homies seen
But I think god watch over my shoulder, he be guiding me