Boomerang (feat. Relaye)

I try to let it go and it comes right back
Throw it to the floor and it comes right back
It pass me out the door and it comes right back
I don't even know why it go like that

I try to let it go and it comes right back
Throw it to the floor and it comes right back
Now I close the door right behind my back
I don't even know why I try to fight back

Can't beat that up
Feelings plain dirty oughta clean that up
Heard it won't last, can we speed that up
Try to let it go so many times but I really wanna meet back up
The gray is here to stay all I see is rainy days
They like to say embrace the pain and it'll fade away
Fuck that, I threw this boomerang with all I got
Watched it fly away but it came right back to the spot
Gave it a shot
And now I know how it go, even so

I try to let it go and it comes right back
Throw it to the floor and it comes right back
It pass me out the door and it comes right back
I don't even know why it go like that
I try to let it go and it comes right back
Throw it to the floor and it comes right back
I've been here before but I come right back
I don't even know why I try to fight back

Slow into a pause just to catch my breath
Heavy is the heart you barely notice in your chest
You slip further away each day goes by
I'm barely hanging on no matter what I try
I feel like what's the point if it ends like this
When you do all that you can but it doesn't stick
I know the sun will rise
But I don't know how to go it alone

I try to let it go and it comes right back
Throw it to the floor and it comes right back
It pass me out the door and it comes right back
I don't even know why it go like that
I try to let it go and it comes right back
Throw it to the floor and it comes right back
I've been here before but I come right back
I don't even know why I try to fight back

It's the
Middle of summer and I can't even imagine
The past it feels like a page from a novel laying abandoned
I need to take a vacation this place is losing its magic
The cardinal has hit the window do I release or I catch it
You were black coal for the warm fire
A crack to open every lockjaw
I guess I'm happy that you found your peace, but if it were up to me, you wouldn't leave at all
Rain rain won't go away
Til I meet you in that other place
How can tears dry when the light is gone
Why don't you come on home
We're all waiting
We're all waiting
All waiting
All waiting