Trust Issues

I watch who I got in my life
And you took my heart when you left
I know what you did wasn't right
I swear I regret that we met
I swear I regret ever loving you
F*ck everything that we said
We swore that we'd love each other till the day that we die
But you went and left me instead
I swear I f*cking hate you
You left me alone in this dark
I wish I'd move on and replace you
But I let you ruin my heart
And now I can't love myself if I tried
I can't look nobody in the eyes
I stay in solitude from the world
And I hope you know that you're why
I hope you know that you broke me in ways I'll never be able to fix
I hope you know that you're only the reason I'd ever call a women a b*tch
I hope you know that you changed me forever
And I know that you don't give a sh*t
As time slowly passes
I know in the end that I'll be the one that you miss
I'm trying with you, with you
How can I get back to you, to you
Arguments go on and on
We try to split up, not for long
We try to patch up what is gone
But trust has been lost, we're so wrong
Cause we tried to stay afloat with all these waves
And we try to just cope in all the wrong ways
Cause I picked you up then you pulled me down
Then repeat the cycle, goes on and on
And I tried to so long, to not be the reason you left
But now I'm seeing that I've given my best
And you'll never be destined for me
Cause my best was never enough
My heart was never that tough
Got pocket kings, you got pocket aces, could never see through all your bluffs
And you're claustrophobic, I'm philophobic
I mean maybe I'm scared of commitment
Not giving up, man I just want to breathe
I'm so sick of just feeling resentment
And even though you're gone, just know I miss you
These words might hurt, just know I love you
But that's just the root of it all, after all of this time can't put no one above you



Credits
Writer(s): Christopher Harold Blanchard, Dillon Aaron
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