Until I Go

To be honest, I don't know which road I should go down
Everybody's saying this and that
Stay in the box and the traditional path
Don't go off-road, stay on track

Who should I impress?
I don't need to have that stress
cause there's enough piled up on my shoulders
Don't wish me luck,
I gotta listen to my gut
It's my life, my mistakes, I'm older, no

So maybe I'll take the keys and go my own way
Say farewell to all the ones who threw me shade
They don't understand that I've got my own plan
This is who I am
I'm following the sun and moon
And maybe the river bends a little too soon
But I won't know, I won't know until I go

I'm a people pleaser, I try to make it easier on them
But it's harder for me
Why am I like this? It drives me mad, it makes me sick
I gotta get over this

I'll rise and fall if I make a mistake
No, that's mine to take

So maybe I'll take the keys and go my own way
Say farewell to all the ones who threw me shade
They don't understand that I've got my own plan
This is who I am
I'm following the sun and moon
And maybe the river bends a little too soon
But I won't know, I won't know...

Maybe you played it safe
Maybe you stayed the course
Maybe you stayed tame
But I gotta run, I gotta run, I gotta run like a wild horse

So maybe I'll take the risk because of what's living for?
If I don't make mistakes, what am I fighting for?

So maybe I'll take the keys and go my own way
Say farewell to all the ones who threw me shade
They don't understand that I've got my own plan
This is who I am
I'm following the sun and moon
And maybe the river bends a little too soon
But I won't know, I won't know
No, I won't know, I won't know until I go
No, until I go