WHERE DO I GO? (feat. Batya Belle)

Think I'm lost in my ways
Playing possum, taught while locked in a cage
To truly be ahead is not to get crossed in a rage
That's when your plot get erased
And for that same reason, I find it so often I ache
Think I found my own path to still be lost in a maze
I'm often amazed
By those who never awed in the face
Of fear
Thus I audit my grace
Silhouettes of giants, arms blocking my light
Sea of green, I bask, lots of bark in my bite
Still the type, I might get lost in my plight
That's how often I write
I'm sick of finding wrong in my rights
And so I'm crossing my eyes
And dotting my t's
Promised that I'd stand, still I dropped to my knees
Now I pray, and that is not for the weak
By now, think I been gone for the week
Until they long for my speech
They not hearing me,
Said, they not hearing me
Nah, said they not here with me
Nah, they not here with me

Where do I go?
Where do I go?
Where do I go?
Where do, where do I go from here

Down the stairs, see they stare, as I grab the keys
Hung on the notch, while they watch, don't attempt to ease
Off, on the shoes, time I lose, pray I'd cop a lease
Still can't rest now, I step out, and I feel the heat
The temp rise, the sun shine, feel it's time again
How my feet move, the key groove as I slide it in
Then the door swing, the heat that hit my face just not as of thin
I need a getaway, to get away, to get away I need to go
Still I had to cope
It's almost been a year since I lost you and I know
That still I had to grow
But stood by my roots
And my truth, so,
Even now when I'm low
I trust with the sun on my back,
Wind by my feet
Know that I can't run from my past
I'm not with that speed
But sometimes I doubt
And sometimes I doubt that I should keep running
Need another route, that I'm done with
This, and I been seen it coming
So I'm hoping you forgive me
But I think I'm done running
I think I'm done running
I think I'm done

Think I paid my dues
Think I did what I gotta do
To count me out I was better than the rest
Just cause I moved on, doesn't mean that I'l forget
Everything that I been through
Tryna make it up to you
Hoping that'll lay you down
Thinking I was safe and sound

There's a poise in the past
A beat on my heart
Cause I got on the track and made it so far
But so far, so far
It's been hard
So hard, too hard, don't know why I could never try
Get back on my feet, it's another lie
That I hide behind, keep me safe and sound
Don't know why, don't know why

Where do I go?
Where did I go?
Where do I go from here?
Where did I go?
Where do I go?
Where should I go from here?