insane song

You might think that I'm crazy, cause I am
You see, every time I like someone, I turn into a fan
But my delusion's getting out of hand
Of course I wouldn't expect you to understand
But I'm self-aware, I think, check my phone more than I blink
Have you texted? Did I say too much? Maybe it's time to shrink myself
I'll fit into your life
I'll make sure to wait more time, just to reply
Cause if I seem too eager, you'll be satisfied
And I can't give you what you want, cause if I do, I swear you'll leave
But you can give me what I need, that little hit of dopamine I get
When your name crosses my screen, think I'm addicted to the ding
And you're like someone I like way too much to wean

And I feel insane
I feel insane
The way you mess with my brain, brain, brain
I feel insane

You may think that I've fallen in love
Rest assured, I've fallen into something else, more like a trap

Cause I swear that you're not real, made you up inside my head
I can't tell if what I'm feeling is toward you or words you've said
And I can't tell if you like me for me, or see me as a person
Maybe you just like attention, maybe you're just being impulsive

And I hate the way you think, anxious power, hungry mess
I like you so much it's consuming, but I hate passing your tests
And maybe I should stop assuming, maybe you have good intentions
Maybe I should be committed, think I need an intervention

Cause I feel insane
The way you mess with my brain, brain, brain
I feel insane
I feel insane
The way you mess with my brain, brain, brain

It hurts cause I'm young, cause hurt is all I know
And ain't it fun, there's bullets where there should be love
And I'm deathly afraid of your guns smoking, taunting
In repair, I'm suffocating
There's no air
Fell for a man, anything but gentle
Turns out it was all potential
And I feel insane

I feel insane
The way you mess with my brain, brain, brain
I feel insane
I feel insane
The way you mess with my brain, brain, brain
I feel insane