depressed, now

Never been judged so hard, I see that
So many people are looking at me, and
Maybe I shouldn't percieve it that way
Maybe I shouldn't be carrying this weight

I just wanna hold her waist, but you been
Talking bout the relationship that I'm in
It took a while for this to set in
But its the right time for me to step in
You know damn well that I'm in pain
And I don't wanna talk about it again
You know that I won't be on offense
Please don't make me depressed, now

A part of me thought she cheated a while back
But that's because her expressions turned blank
Whenever I talked to her she'd zone out
I thought she was thinking of someone else
I'd look at her and my heart'd melt
I never knew that love was so complex
It makes my emotions go so intense, so see what I see

I just haven't talked to you since
Back when that time in life hit
So you know that I don't like conflict
But I've gone in a different direction
You know damn well that I'm not the same
And I don't wanna talk about it again
You know that I had a bad defence
Please don't make me depressed, now

Never had anyone talk about me the way she does
So I'd hoped that we'd be the ones to last for years, cause
I know that she's not the type to cheat, no
Without her, I don't feel complete, and

I just wanna hold her waist but you been
Talking bout the relationship that I'm in
It took a while for this to set in
But its the right time for me to step in
You know damn well I'm in pain
And I don't wanna talk about it again
You know that I won't be on offense
Please don't make me depressed, now