That Night

Let me take you back to the exact place
My heart shattered
In an old bathroom, next to shared dorm rooms
Where I learned I never mattered
I lost my breath, felt the hot tears
When it was confirmed, my biggest fear
The knife cut, I wasn't even a choice
Left bleeding it died a part of me
That night

Felt the warm June wind right on my skin
But my heart was iced over
Reached for your hand, lost my balance and landed
On the ground, it got colder
Stayed there for hours, flattened all the flowers
That I grew just for you with tears and hope but
We never spoke about
That night
That night

A few weeks past, didn't dare to ask me
How I was doing
In fact, you avoided me at all cost
And darling I was so lost
Cause "friends" don't do this
But it hit me on the plane
Cursing your stupid name
How I was strung along
An ego check, or just one wrong step
But I remember it all
From that night
That night
That night

It's been a few years
Still there's so much fear of what you'll say
Will it bite?
If this all comes out
All the stories about
That night