Fair

(Okay, one more time)

You don't have a fucking clue
What I've been going through
The voices in my head are telling me
That I'm not what I ought to be

And I guess it's fair to say
I never told you what was going on
But I guess it's fair to say
That you never asked anyway
So what's the harm?

I don't understand how you can
Be so apathetic
Sit and watch as my
Life slips through my hands
It must just suit your sad aesthetic

Maybe it's Schadenfreude
I'm a toy to make
You feel less pathetic

But I guess it's fair to say
That I assured you I was doing fine
Is it so unfair to say
That I assumed you could read
Between the lines

Therapy and sertraline
Try to sew myself up again
Make my way out of the grave
I dug to sleep inside the pain

But I guess it's fair to say
You couldn't have helped me help myself
Is it so unfair to say
I could've used
Your support going through hell

Coming to terms with everything
Is the best thing I can do
And maybe it's not perfect
But I think it's a start
To sing this song to you



Credits
Writer(s): Elsa Merritt Rodriguez
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