Private Despair

I am the shell of a man I was before
Creeping and crawling along this broken world
Fucked it all up I'm a piece of shit
Life flowing out my body bit by bit
Past decisions haunt me to the core
Friends and family won't talk to me anyone
Ruined my life now I must pay the toll
Not even god can save this broken soul

I'm walking I'm running I'm tripping I'm falling down
I'm lying I'm crying I'm breaking my bones apart
I'm scaring and tearing this city to pieces yeah
I'm the forgotten brother of this fuckin human race

I will never be the man I want to be
If only you'd open your eyes and see
At this point I've lost my will to care
Scream my name I am private despair

You're probably wondering how I got this way
Corpse of a life, no breath to take away
Soaring amiss on a murderous rampage
These folks will remember my twisted face
Fucked it up, shit outta luck, I'm done
If loosing your mind is a game I guess I won
Lying and dying I need that one last hit
This life is a lie and at this point I'm done with it

But truly I'm loosing this game that we call life
Shooting and looting I never run out of steam
I'm fucked, this sucks, put me out of my misery
The devil is fake, what they're speaking of is me

I will never be the man I want to be
If only you'd open your eyes and see
At this point I've lost my will to care
Scream my name I am private despair

Bleak empty mindset
World burns down
Hollow is my name
King of the darkness, it's time to take my throne



Credits
Writer(s): Jason Sexton
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