Selfish

Always waiting for tomorrow
Because I gotta do more but there is not enough time
I thought tough love was worth the trouble
Pursued something I'm not then hit a dead end spot

Do, do you not recognize me?
Now sitting on top of where you wanted to be

I'm gonna scream until you get it right
I'm not that one girl who's overly shy
You can say that I am kinda relieved
That I quit waiting for you to save me
While you turned, I continued to work on myself
But it doesn't mean you get to come back
'Cause I'm finally breathing to do this now
And it's selfish that you once left me so damn helpless

I don't know how one can be hollow
But it adds more strength to pack up and walk away
It's such a hard pill to swallow
While you wanna talk, I drown in my thoughts

Do, do you not recognize me?
Now sitting on top of where you wanted to be

I'm gonna scream until you get it right
I'm not that one girl, who's overly shy
You can say that I am kinda relieved
That I quit waiting for you to save me
While you turned, I continued to work on myself
But it doesn't mean you get to come back
'Cause I'm finally breathing to do this now
And it's selfish that you once left me so damn helpless

I still keep the memories
'Cause I need something to remind me
That every little thing you said
Pushed me to the point where I couldn't see it

I am gonna scream until you get it right
'Cause my poison energy's overfilling inside
You can say that I am kinda relieved
That I found the adrenaline to set me free
Turned the pieces, to get to a different path
But forgiven doesn't mean you're taken back
'Cause I'm finally breathing to do this now
And it's selfish that you once left me so damn helpless