Insecure

When I met you, you were stocking shelves with sake
I was in the food court eating kimchi
I noticed when you noticed I was looking
Embarrassed cast my stare onto the ceiling

Later when I asked you for directions
You started to tell me 'bout a show
Name dropping bands I'd never heard of
You said there's this Hanover DIY house and I should go

I pretended I was tracking cuz you're just so beautiful

I know you're looking at me
But do you like what you see?
Felt like an idiot for all the time I spent
Trying to find words to say
Only to just walk away
Cuz you're so confident
And I feel so insecure

Three months in I overstated knowledge
Of your favorite manga series
To be fair I didn't hear the question
To which I over-heartedly agreed

Cuz we were always at a bumping party
And I was trying to be interesting

I know you're looking at me
But do you like what you see?
Felt like an idiot for all the time I spent
Trying to find words to say
Only to just walk away
Cuz you're so confident
And I feel so insecure

Next time I will not pretend like I'm an extrovert
I'll make time for Sailor Moon and learn your favorite quotes
I'll stream all your local bands and even learn the words
I'll make sure to be myself and not so insecure

Insecure
Insecure
Insecure
Insecure
I know you're looking at me
(Insecure, Insecure)
But do you like what you see?
(Insecure, Insecure)
Felt like an idiot for all the time I spent
I know you're looking at me
But do you like what you see?
Felt like an idiot for all the time I spent