Side Character Syndrome / Sweet 16
If I wrote a book about me would you skip a chapter
If people pleasing make me crack are you addicted faster
If imma drug but better shit came out to get that fix
Would you leave me if it meant it'd kick in just a little faster
Damn I'm fucking up again
Struggle tryna get my point across so let's keep it sweet
Hurt myself a lot it's like protection for my self esteem
Cause if I do it to myself I'm prepared at least
Trying hard to keep it street nigga tryna stay unique
Don't feel safe a lot but it feel better to say fuck police
Cause niggas taught me do it by myself man the fuck up
But these daily suicidal thoughts ruin my mystique
It's been hella hard to let shit go and not go to possessive
My sex addiction make me see shit from a different metric
Perspective flawed cause I use women that shit so pathetic
But let a nigga use my sister imma fucking stretch em
That's the point kill myself and it'll send a message
I keep isolating but lowkey I just want connection
Anxiety keep coming at me in like 10 directions
Telling me that I'm not shit and I deserve this damn depression
If I wrote a book about me would you skip a chapter
If people pleasing make me crack are you addicted faster
If imma drug but better shit came out to get that fix
Would you leave me if it meant it'd kick in just a little faster
Your the director nigga
Direct!
If life a movie is it justified-
Yeah if life a movie is it justified to be an actor?
It's like my love is like a light that slowly flickers
And it's been like fleeting moments that I don't remember
And I tried I was 16 it was a cold December
And my fight to feel the warmth would only blow it quicker
And you said that me and you can even go forever
And under the willow tree's where we would go to get out
It's our getaway
But now alone I sit there
I only hope one day we good so we could go together
If people pleasing make me crack are you addicted faster
If imma drug but better shit came out to get that fix
Would you leave me if it meant it'd kick in just a little faster
Damn I'm fucking up again
Struggle tryna get my point across so let's keep it sweet
Hurt myself a lot it's like protection for my self esteem
Cause if I do it to myself I'm prepared at least
Trying hard to keep it street nigga tryna stay unique
Don't feel safe a lot but it feel better to say fuck police
Cause niggas taught me do it by myself man the fuck up
But these daily suicidal thoughts ruin my mystique
It's been hella hard to let shit go and not go to possessive
My sex addiction make me see shit from a different metric
Perspective flawed cause I use women that shit so pathetic
But let a nigga use my sister imma fucking stretch em
That's the point kill myself and it'll send a message
I keep isolating but lowkey I just want connection
Anxiety keep coming at me in like 10 directions
Telling me that I'm not shit and I deserve this damn depression
If I wrote a book about me would you skip a chapter
If people pleasing make me crack are you addicted faster
If imma drug but better shit came out to get that fix
Would you leave me if it meant it'd kick in just a little faster
Your the director nigga
Direct!
If life a movie is it justified-
Yeah if life a movie is it justified to be an actor?
It's like my love is like a light that slowly flickers
And it's been like fleeting moments that I don't remember
And I tried I was 16 it was a cold December
And my fight to feel the warmth would only blow it quicker
And you said that me and you can even go forever
And under the willow tree's where we would go to get out
It's our getaway
But now alone I sit there
I only hope one day we good so we could go together
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Writer(s): Moses Thomas
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