i can't sleep

Why's it always me
Who has to go through all these things
I feel these violent mood swings
I just wish that I could grow my wings and move on now

Every single night i can't sleep
I'm just trying to assure myself I'll last another week
Honestly I can't remember anything unique
I just know that in a minute I'll be down on my knees asking everybody
Where did I go wrong
The only thing that helps me's writing these songs
Maybe I should focus on writing my wrongs
Maybe then I'll finally feel like I belong

But I don't feel at home
Miss the way that home felt
I just feel alone
I know there ain't no telling
Wish me got along
Wish it all would go well
I just did it wrong
But I don't wanna go there

How could anybody love me when I hate myself so much
Just tell me how you've been really feeling
And, no please don't budge
Just, tell me what you need to, not what I wanna hear
Please don't break that trust
Cause I'm telling you the truth, there ain't noone that I want in here
There's reasons why I keep the door shut

It's the door to my room
It's the key to my heart
It's the only reason I can really focus
Everything I do lacks motive
But I still keep going through the motions
I just kinda wish that every once in a while somebody would notice
I just wish that somebody would notice



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