Anyday, After Wednesday

Hey
I ain't get back to you and i'm sorry for that
There's been so many times i was supposed to hit you back
Every thought vanished like a fart in the wind
Better late than never right?
I'm here now, so where do I begin?
Grew apart, all the shit we been through they wouldn't know the half
Cause we laughed, while life was falling apart
I don't talk about the shit that bothers me even though you ask
I don't know if you've noticed
But i find hard
I tuck them thoughts away, safely in my heart
When i'm with you
I try keep it light cause over here gets pretty dark
Cause more time i don't even know where to start
Every time i think i'm making ways, i don't get very far
So trust me, i would hate to think that this is part of my design
So i think that it's something that you have to bare in mind
Cause it really gets exhausting hearing voices in your head that aren't so very kind
So low it
I can't always be benign
I been so focused on what i want
Not what i need
How can I be pleased? if i'm focused on what i see and what it means to me
And only me
But it's never been about me so
Confess your love to me and i'll never let you down
I believe in death before dishonour
Even when you're not around
I never gave to get
And yet, i get upset
I couldn't tell you how
I couldn't tell you why
Sometimes you just gotta sigh and
Say that 'it's life!'
That's why, i
Stopped asking why, to breathe
So i can ponder what it means to be free
Cause you see
You could've been anywhere
But you're here, with me
And i just hope you don't leave
And take the time to call me
Even when i don't wanna speak
We can just, breathe
We can talk about the places that we would go
If we could leave
If we had time
And the p's
And believe
The changing colours of the leaves are tryna show us something we can't see
But you know, it's free to just breathe
So breathe
Breathe
Breathe