Lost

What will be the end of me?
I hear the words calling out to me
What should I think? Obey or look the other way?
Count the cost, am I lost?
Do I want you to find me?

They whisper in my ear, they know who I am
Do I give up everything to find what I'm seeking?

I can't ignore why I think this way
I can't ignore the wrong in what I think
Can I say goodbye to this part of me?

I'm not so sure but I'm running out of answers
It's a dead end I keep going after

I hear them Calling out, calling out to me
Block them out,but I want to know the meaning
Give up, give up everything
To hear you know my name

It's waging war within me
The struggle to find purpose and healing

Don't let go of me
I can't hold on much longer
This is my everything
Is there hope for me?

There's nothing left
Don't give up on me
I know I'm trying
Inside, I'm wandering

Give me closure
With what I'm looking for

I have come so far
Heal the wounds
Fade the scars

I have nothing left
To give, take all that's left
Your words are real
Give life when death is near

If I have nothing left
I need closure, am I worth it?

Death is always searching
Waiting for my weakness
It's calling out to me
It's lying to me
What should I think?
Turn my back Everything you say
All you bring is pain
I won't let you find me

Death is always searching
Trying to devour

All you bring is pain
I won't let you find me