Cosmic

Wanted to write a song called, "Cosmic"
I wanted to get a view of the Earth
Wanted to be your lonesome cowboy
I wanted to love you 'til it hurt

I wanted the right to misbehave
To satiate my crave

I put these things aside for years
'Til laughter took the place of tears
It's like I was asleep
Yet, now I'm here
I'm here

I wanted to take your place, just sometimes
To know the things you know
And why you did the things you do
To say no one time and believe it
Oh, I wanted so much
But only needed you

Wasn't it just my choice to make
The bed in which I lay?

I put these things aside for years
'Til laughter took the place of tears
It's like I was asleep
Yet, now I'm here
I'm here

I wanted to be able
To talk without the interruption
I wanted to sing exotic words
I wanted to find a way
To put an end to all of my destruction
Wanted to know what I was worth

Wasn't it just my choice to make
The bed in which I lay?

I put these things aside for years
'Til laughter took the place of tears
It's like I was asleep
Yet, now I'm here (what it cost me)
(I'm here)
I'm here (what it cost me)