If Only

Scarlet red
Drips from my veins
What's wrong with me
That I imagine such things?

And if only for a moment
Let there be peace
And how can I
Live with this pain?

I don't have the strength
To conquer this shame
And if only for a moment
Let there be peace

And tell me, did you know
That I still won't let it go?
And just maybe
You're still flying free

If only

And tell me why
I'm left here alone
I search for your voice
But I should've known
That if only for a moment
You'd be with me

And tell me, did you know
That I still won't let it go?
And just maybe
You're still flying free

If only I could change the way
You were torn away from me
I would never let you go

I'd burn away the plans we made
Pretending to believe
That I am not afraid

And tell me, did you know
That I still won't let it go?
And just maybe
You're still flying free

And tell me, did you know
That I still won't let it go
And just maybe
You're still flying free
If only