Get It Out

I don't want to think about this shit, for real

Shit

Got to get it out

Man, fuck y'all! All of you motherfuckers
I'm rolling solo dolo 'cause all of you cut throat
Hoes gonna be hoes, niggas gonna be foes
How it goes, really I don't give a fuck though
It's whatever baby, it's comedy really
But see in inside of me really need to get violent
Go get me the biggest bottle of Hennessy
Know it's gonna eventually send me out on a killing spree
For a bit of serenity, got it elevating
My compassion is hella fading
Awaiting the devil, waiting to take him and break him in
For God's sake, why am I letting the evil win?
Like an evil twin, living up under the same skin
Nobody safe when the chemical kick in
The minute you sent sin, you should have been more careful
Plenty of tension, in need of attention
Why you want to pretend, I know you feel it the air full
Of it oh what a tragedy gotta love it the agony
Got my life looking raggedy out in public
It's saddening how it's happening happiness interupted
I'm having a hard time with this dagger up in my stomach
Had to be intention to murder how you had done it
Keep having the feeling maybe you did it to see me plummet
Plenty of shit that needed to be confronted
Before it come to this, is'nt what anyone wanted
Something be telling me, "Get ready for the worst"
My heart dropped, went in shock, right at first
My first thought, putting somebody in a hearse
That hurt knocked me on my ass, am I cursed?
I'ma be paranoid forever, is it over, end of a good moment together
Has it been over, adding an insult or whatever
To the injury, no sympathy, shit has got to get better

I just got to get it out
I just got to get it out
I don't want to think about it anymore
But I don't think there's any better way to get my feelings out

Get it out
Get it out

I just got to get it out
I don't want to think about it anymore
But I don't think there's any better way to get my feelings out

Head out of it y'all
Ain't proud of it y'all
In bed, can't get out it y'all
Weight on my shoulder, pounds of it all
Can't sleep, just laying here
Feel trapped, can't stay in here
It's like the world ain't playing fair
Man, it's like the Devil get around, he be everywhere
Everybody be looking at me to make a move
But my life troubles hella got me out of my groove
I'm beating down, losing believe what if I lose
Voice in my head telling me beast, feel like it's Zoo's
Circumstance got me on knees searching for truth
Hot tub brew... Patron in the swimming pool
Hallie Berry or hallelujah, how do you choose?
Worry what the fans feel it or will it be ridiculed?
Will it be approved, and if it do, what does it prove?
I done put em on, now look at me stuck in these shoes
Kind of cool, but if I knew what it would do to me long-term
I wouldn't choose to be confused
It's equivalent to singing the blues
Swinging my mood, signaling out all my good attributes
Breaking bad, want to bury the bearer of bad news
God is wit me though reminded by various tattoos
Hoping the all-seeing all-knowing
Lead me to clarity, something keeping this ongoing
Familiarity wearing me out, I'm on one
Where are we now beyond gone
Combined with losing my mind
Losing my bonds, using my funds
Chess moves losing my pawns
Pros and cons, an underdog come from behind
Fall down but know I'ma return, heart of a champion