Those Blackouts

Destroying the very merit
For the sake of which I'm alive
It's got nothing to do with trying to escape
I go for the bottle to hide

All the hours I've spent on lying
Pulling teeth from the dead and the dying
My whole life is a mockery
Suicide, what beautiful luxury

(Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
What did I do?
(Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
To you?

Just the simple burden of breathing
Forcing me down on my knees
Ironic how life on paper
Could look like an option for me

And all the hours I've spent on lying
Pulling teeth from the dead and the dying
My whole life is a mockery
Suicide, what beautiful luxury

(Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
What did I do?
(Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
To you?

(Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
What did I do?
(Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
I wish I knew

Just what did I do?
To you?
I wish I knew

All the hours I've spent on lying
Pulling teeth from the dead and the dying
My whole life is a mockery
Suicide, what beautiful luxury

All the hours I've spent on lying
By pulling teeth from the dead and the dying
My whole life is a mockery
Suicide, what beautiful luxury

(Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
What did I do?
(Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
To you?

(Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
Come on, what did I do?
(Those blackouts are a curse and a blessing)
How I wish I knew



Credits
Writer(s): Roar Nilsen, Mads Martinsen, Henrik Odde Gustavsen, Kenneth Simonsen, Christian Spro, Kristopher Hugh Nilsson Schau
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