Head Rush

I'm tired of compromise
I tried to get through to you
But your walls are too thick
And everything I throw
Just comes back again
I tried to talk to myself
But the words don't mean a thing
When my head tells my heart
There's no bargaining
Feels like you're made of stone and I'm just skin and bone
A live reminder that I wasn't enough for you
I tried to disengage I tore myself a new page
And told myself that I still wasn't enough for you
Get some perspective
And think before you speak next time
Less overreacting
You were blind, I was fine, I thought you'd see that in time
I was always there
And you were always listening
Or so it seemed
We've never seen eye to eye
This is a wake-up call
For every single morning
You've had me crawling back
And If I start again
I know I'll be much better
But better isn't what I had
Forgive me for stepping out of my place
You were the only one left with a smile on your face
When I was low and in deep
You found it in me
All I wanted was an honest reaction
Just to get some peace of mind
Get some perspective
And think before you speak next time
Less overreacting
You were blind, I was fine, I thought you'd see that in time
I was always there
And you were always listening
Or so it seemed
If I told you what it meant would it make any difference?
If I told you what it meant would it make any goddamn difference?
This was for you