Not Really

Half of all I had vanished when my mirror broke yesterday
Where'd it all go?
Woke up then I'm out of bed I'll rub my eyes in disbelief
Not a thing has changed

Have I been lying to myself again?

Now they're floating in the pool macking up for getting beat up in school
Where are my friends?
Love has been gone for two days and three nights she has gotten lost
On her way back home

Have I been lying to myself?
I never knew I could get this low,
How am I going to pull myself up out of this hole
I never knew I could get this old or lonely,
Where in the hell has my life even gone

Trying to imagine what you meant when you said we were through
I'm still right here
Tripping through my hollow plans I love to stay here if I can
I'll quit when I want

Have I been lying to myself or have I been lying to you?

I never knew I could get this low how
am I going to pull myself up out of this hole
I never knew I could get this old or lonely
where in the hell has my life even gone