Callous Heart

I will not rest until I find my blackened heart
How can you want to say this is broken?
This is over

I'm so full of love that I just want this out of the way
And your face is not the same
I found out the hard way
Sometimes I wonder if I even know you
You're not the same
I can't pretend that this hasn't changed my mind

I know that we won't break
But the lives you fought never kept us breathing
And waters rising so fast, we're together
Breathing in the white noise
I can see the static rise

This is my own fault for taking back
The one thing that kept us breathing
Or the way that we had to have such cold hearts
This is not the way that it's supposed to be

I'm so full of love that I just want this out of the way
And your face is not the same
I found out the hard way
Sometimes I wonder if I even know you
You're not the same as I once knew you to be

I'm so bored of running and all of these goddamn dead ends
And the hate of what you said
Has yourconscience spoken?
Have you come to realise the hole you're digging?
I can't pretend that this hasn't changed my mind

And now you see you're so fucking callous
This isn't the way that it was supposed to be
My mind is made up, this is over
This isn't the way that it was supposed to be