Still

Still can't feel my feelings
Still can't find my heart
Still can't save my soul
Still find my spark
Still can't feel my feelings
Still can't find my heart
Still can't save my soul
Still find my spark

Still been in this runt
Still can't find the hump to get over
Running away from fears
Look like Forest Gump
Swear I need some luck
Swear I need a four-leafed clover
Need me a good shoulder
To cry on, to rely on
When the path is dark
When I need a spark of light in my heart
When my brain is filled with snark remarks
When I feel like I'm in a pond filled with sharks
But it's not gonna happen
Cause I'm still gated, isolated
Love to hide my face
And lie that I'm ok when
I've been stuck in the grey space
Still forever stuck in my ways
Still complacent, never changing
Then I wonder why my life sucks
Saying I've been cursed with bad luck
But it's really cause I don't give a fuck
Not too much
Maybe a little
Stuck in the middle
Feel invisible
Always pitiful for myself
Need some help
Still soul searching for my higher version
Feel like I'm living in third person
Catatonic
The numbness is chronic
Still stuck in my own hell
Wished I wished me well
Yeah I'm still

Still can't feel my feelings
Still can't find my heart
Still can't save my soul
Still find my spark
Still can't feel my feelings
Still can't find my heart
Still can't save my soul
Still find my spark
Still can't feel my feelings
Still can't find my heart
Still can't save my soul
Still find my spark
Still can't feel my feelings
Still can't find my heart
Still can't save my soul
Still find my spark