Chaos & Piss

I thought that you were driving
But you've given me the wheel
There's rain clouds out there
That you don't wanna feel

Your anger's like a razor blade
It's just too bloody real
I thought that you would be here
No, I just don't get it

Hey, I also feel things
More than I should
I don't relax very often
As often as I could

I worry how the whole thing looks
It doesn't look good
But I thought that you would be here
No, I just don't get it

And being clear gets too much for me
Just like it does for you
And even though I want to, I want to
I don't

I don't feel like
Coming down, no I don't
I don't feel like
Hiding out, so I won't
I can't turn the volume down
So I sit here in this,
Chaos and piss
Watching the storm, passing
Storms are beautiful
Right here is beautiful

I came all this way to be with you
And you're already gone
If I was a good friend,
I could right this wrong

I'd kick away your crutches
And make you walk on your own
I really thought you'd be here
I just don't get it

Though it looks warm in
The rabbit hole
I could go down with you
And even though I want to
I want to, I won't

I don't feel like
Coming down, no I don't
I don't feel like
Hiding out, so I won't
I can't turn this volume down
So I sit here in this,
Chaos and piss
Watching the storm, passing
It's beautiful

Yeah, I'm a willow tree
Yeah, you can't blow me over
And my roots go deep in anger
And I wanna feel the wind
As it whips me like a prisoner
I wanna be here, I wanna be here

No I don't feel like
Coming down, no I don't
I don't feel like
Hiding out, so I won't
I can't turn the volume down
So I sit here in this,
Chaos and piss
Watching the storm passing
Storms are beautiful
This life is beautiful
It is...