She Lays Down

She lays down on her bedroom floor
The chemicals that make her laugh don't seem to be working any more
She tries her best, but it hurts her chest
And even though her sun is gone, she'd like to love her child nevertheless

My hair is brown, she's scared to touch
And she just wants to feel something
I don't think that's asking for too much
And when I go to sleep, it's when she begins to weep

She's appalled by not loving me at all
She wears a frown and dressing gown
When she lays down

Well we got a plane, going to see my dad again
She prayed that we fell from the sky simply to alleviate the pain
Over the water, mm
Over terrain

The engines all go bust, we turned to dust
And I've no reason to complain, yeah
And in the end she chose cocaine
But it couldn't fix her brain

She's appalled, oh, she doesn't love me at all
She wears a frown and dressing gown

When she lays down

That was it