I'm Ready

I'm ready to meet him
Ready to meet him
This that "put your hands together
Get on both knees and look up at the sky" type shit
Ready to meet him

Too much niggas dead, too much niggas dead now
Big dogs left the pups, only gettin' fed now
Watchin' for the feds now
Belly full chow down
Fried rice Kung Pao
Point the steel let the shot lift ya
I could steal like a shop lifta
I'm that nigga for real
Took a trip down memory lane I got a story to tell
It hasn't changed, I'm ready to meet him
Just want y'all to relate to me

Tomorrow night nigga I'm free
I ain't got shit to do tomorrow night
You know what I'm sayin'?
([?] smoke that good [?] this one time, shit like that)
(Smokin', whatever – whatever [?], you know what I'm sayin'?)
(But we in this shit and shit's shit)
(You know what, you know what's crazy?)
(Let me tell you somethin' crazy)

What's up God, how you been? I'm fine
I got a few thoughts racin' in my mind and I'm tryin'
To find the answers, been good
All things considered my son is healthy, he getting' bigger
So where's the fear comin' from? It's the enemy, you
That make me worried, overthinkin' my struggles, it's you
And gettin' nervous, always feelin' in trouble, it's you
That would destroy everything in his path
Oh my God, my God told me hold his head
This goes for the critics who try to judge without knowin' my heart
Where you was at when I was hungry? Where you been from the start?
When I needed someone to help, they all looked at me buggin'
Became a studio rap when everybody was clubbin'
I prayed, I had faith had to follow my dreams
And wash the face from before, tryin' to come on the scene, on they knees
Now you trippin' down memory lane
I took the losses by myself, every moment of pain
I ain't preachin' I'm just speakin', I'm a spiritual brother
Before I ever had a family I started off with my mother
Before I ever had a fan I started off with my brother
Before the radio, videos, magazine covers, my nigga
Take a breath take a step into mines
I'm only human, I ain't perfect, but I die before tryin'
I lace my boots up, ready for war, my best ability's
To be a role model, became a responsibility
The zero with the four eyes, pork eye, once was
Stay connected through the Heavens past the stars above
I used to be afraid now I'm brave enough
To talk about my maker and his love
I'm ready to meet him
Ready to see him, world so cold
I ain't complainin' I'm sayin' my heart's so froze
Hope you feel every word that I speak
I went to church as a youngin', now rappin' is how I preach
God bless

Take this time out
Rest in peace to everybody been lost
And every word that I spit
May you feel it
May it uplift you

You lookin' good Playboy
I'm happy, I'm blessed
We all 'bout to make bread
We all 'bout to make some money
I can't wait to [?] this new project
Alright, say no more [?]
I'll hit you tomorrow
(Alright [?], be cool baby)
(Yeah)