I Will Struggle

I'm wide awake
I know the truth
Some people are poison, and I'm the proof
I hear the voice inside that says
Everyone is beautiful but you
One mind
Any weapon
I'm in heaven my nerves start to deaden
Everything is the same to me
When I let go, I become who i might be
Why Do I hate, What they love
My insecurities and everything I'm made of?
I'm okay with being somethings I'm not
We love, We die, We rot
Every single day I will struggle
To just be happy again to fell normal
I know I'm in trouble
Is this the way that it fells to be no one?
I will struggle
Every day that I survive fells like a miracle
I'm in trouble
This is the way that it fells to be no one?
I hate myself Iwant to die
I can't find meaning in this life
I never asked to be alive and I don't think I was born to survive
The needle breaks the skin
I feel it sinking in
My God, What have I done?
My mother's only son
I'm dar from invincible
And some day I feel invisible
Every single day I will stuggle
To just be happy again to fell normal
Iknow I'm in trouble
Is this the way that it feels to be no one?
I will struggle
Every day that i survive fells like a miracle
I'm in trouble
This is the way that it feels to be no one
Life is so hard, But we share the same struggle
They say better a live coward, than a dead hero
I thought I was chosen but really I am broken
I'm fragile I could break at any moment
Don't be like me

Don't be like me, If you know there is hope set yourself free
If the good die young then I'll be arround for a lifetime
Don't be like me
Don't find comfort in the places I go
I'm too scared to look in a mirror
Too afraid to live but too cowardly to die
I'm selfish
I'm a liar
I'm flawed
I can't control my anger
I can't face mu appearance
I can't love the right way
But It's time to face the truth
I will struggle every day for the rest of my life
And I'll aways in every way and every day I will struggle