Again and Again

How can you be happier without me?
It's 9 years later and I'm still 16 on the other end
Outside of my house just leafless frozen trees
And over that mountain there's just more leafless frozen trees

Again and again
And so on

I only wanna talk if you're as miserable as me
Staring at a wall feeling somehow less then nothing
If I'm not the one you needed to save you
How can I be the savior that I need to think I was?

Again and again
And so on
And morning comes
Again unchanged
Again undone
And I've got no clean clothes to wear
And I've got a letter in a drawer
With a tiny inch long tear
I couldn't bear to rip it more
These blinds make lines upon my feet
And for the 12th goddamn day this week
The sun has stopped producing heat
And these 4 blank walls they just stare at me
You couldn't wait one goddamn second
Just for me to get back home
And so I crawled my way out here
Like a cat crawls into an abandoned warehouse
And as these seasons change
Amidst this coffee and dry toast
The weather beckons me to sense again
I think I miss smell the most
And now as winter and spring pass
I feel the frigid summer breeze
And all these changes in the weather
Feel like changes that should be happening in me

How can you be happier without me?



Credits
Writer(s): Adam Mish
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