Anxiety

Another night spent up without a purpose
Always tired and always nervous
Sinking in an ocean of regrets
And groundless fears
What the fuck you want from me?
I never asked for anything
I'm just a kid
How can you think that I can stand
All of this?

Oh I knew it
You would come back
Over and over again
Anxiety
(You'll never be alone)

Will this ever be over?
You're taking the best of me
I can feel you're here
In my veins and you're poison
I'm faking a smile but
I'll never be the same

So I wake up
Every night heavy breathing
Nothing surrounds me
But the
Fear
It's right there behind me
I hear it laughing at me

Everything I swore I'd never be
Now it's happening
(It's happening)
It's like a nightmare
But I guess I'll never wake
(You're not asleep)
Lately when I talk to people
I always wanna know
All of their worst worries
Cause I need to know
That It's not just me

Will this ever be over?
You're taking the best of me
I can feel you're here
In my veins and you're poison
I'm faking a smile but
I'll never be the same

I'll never thank you enough
For all the time you've been
Present when everything
I counted on was away from me
I'll never thank you enough
For every single time
That you made believe
That the only thing left to do
Was to cry
When all the frameworks
Fell off on me
And the weight of the entire world
Was on my knees
I'll never thank you enough

I'll never be the same again
I'll never be the same again
I'll never be the same again
I'll never be the same again