Another Night

I bet you feel a little sad, are you a little bit angry?
You know I'm always late, just promise you don't hate me
I guess I'm just a tad irresponsible, with all this inconsistent push and pull
To gauge the weight of things I say is nearly impossible

And it was just another mountain to climb with variables
And you, if you'd known exactly what to do
You would've, you couldn't

And it was just another night
The way it looked on the edge of the light
A memory, a feeling of a time when I felt fine, when I felt fine
I'll pack it up and I'll go home
'Cause I'm never gonna win and I don't know
If you're ever gonna let me in
Are you ever gonna let me in on what's happening?

And there's this kid, this is the song I never gave him
I wrote a fast one, I never thought he'd want a slow one
Always got some problem
I hate to say it but it takes one to know one
And I am in the same boat, and it's leaking from different holes
I am of that same note, I wait patiently, it implodes

And it was just another mountain to climb with variables
And you, if you'd known exactly what to do
You would've, you couldn't

And it was just another night
The way it looked on the edge of the light
A memory, a feeling of a time when you felt fine, when you felt fine
You'll pack it up and you'll go home
Because you're never gonna win and you don't know
If you're ever gonna find the right friends
Or the right girl, it's not living, this cycle

It's hard to believe what I'm never gonna see
And accept all the things that I'll never be
Found an old photograph of you and me
From a day that we spent laying out on the beach
With every photo, got to look underneath
'Cause nothing is ever as it seems, you know what I mean?
Like I didn't smile, 'cause I forgot to breathe
Too consumed with the thought that we'd have to leave