Sentenced to fail

Now I see this haze, the light fades out on my way
My wings had flown, I'm walking on my own foot
I run to them, I run fast but they're never belonged to me, if I need to fall

I mucked up my life, I can't undo everything
Only blur that I see and mirages in front of me
So please purify me and liberate my brain!
So please save me from my pain, from mortal agony!

Now I see this haze inside my head, where the light decrease
My wings had flown to the ocean, where all they know is pain
I run to them, I run fast, but they never belonged to me
Now you are the only reason what sentenced me to fail

I mucked up my life, I can't undo everything
Only blur that I see and mirages in front of me
So please purify me and liberate my brain!
So please save me from my pain, from my mortal agony!

Now it's night, deceitful raving. It decayes mud, the spring that wills to rise up

Now it's night, deceitful raving. It decayes mud, the spring that wills to rise up

My hanged desires are desiving me
I can't see from obsecurity 'cause it covers my eyes. I believe in the recovery
I'm hoping the continuation, I would sell my bones for it
It drenched me to the bone like a wizened poison. The mourning is grey
She chases me with a roaring unknown slow dead call-signal
If I won't forget it, I'll be only my grave
Executioners are on the quick desire, curse every flickering moment
I leave you because I really demand you
Why I'm not blind, when you are standing front of me?
And I flee into darkness, to let you know who I am
'Cause you are my confession, my illness, my funeral
What sucks me extendly, while my life is passing by