Save Me

(Oh, somebody save me.)
It's like...
(Oh, somebody save me.)
(Some- somebody save me.)
In this puzzle called life
I'm just tryna find the piece,
to complete the puzzle,
see the bigger picture at least.
'fore my gravestone reads:
"He was killing them beats."
Die, with all them whips and chains
'cause the man was a beast.
Hop out my
glass-top casket and still
fighting the priest.
Cause I
refuse to die
but I guess that was
expected of me. (Right?)
Cause the grim reaper points his finger, (ya)
and he puts me back to sleep. (ya)
Then they put me in the ground
last thing I see is some feet.
All cause I
hate being walked on,
even worse
I hate to lose.
If I had to choose
with my attitude
I'd rather die
than lose to you.
And that rope tightens, (huh)
my neck cracks,
it rug burns, (ah)
it bruise.
And they play piñata
with my body
'till my soul
diffuse. (Hahahaha)
I die fast
as my soul is restarted.
Trip over my own body
as I'm slowly departin'.
To see
poor men, compared to wealthy
are only richer in wounds.
When they swimming with sharks
bleeding out (bleeding out).
Circumventin' they doom.
If you could only see all the
shit thats in my head you'd be
praying for my downfall, you'll be
wishing that I'm dead.
All these feelings filling up
as I'm reaching the top.
And I'm drowning in my head
cause the feeling wont stop.
I'm like
Oh, somebody save me.
Oh, somebody save me.
It's like
Oh, somebody save me.
Some- somebody save me. (Somebody save me)
I'm drowning in the water and I'm
sick of it. (sick of it)
Looking up to a duller light
like everytime I glimpse at it.
If God's house has a dimmer switch,
then he hittin' it.
Cause I keep reachin' for another breath
but I aint gettin' it.
As I begin to win,
self-esteem paper thin.
Cuttin' in like razor pins,
violin on grated skin. (Damn man)
Now I'm damaged.
Who the fucks gonna need me?
'fore I can't love you since that'd be
ya' only chance to exceed me. (Right?)
Women lie. (women lie)
And I learned that over time
so I put up walls
even the most beautiful
smiles can't climb. (Damn)
Friends lie
and sometimes they know you
better than you. (Uh huh)
That's why I doubled up my walls.
Good luck breaking through. (Hahaha)
My studio gear and a brick
are the same cost.
So to me prison and failure (yep)
they be the same loss. (Damn)
I must admit there's way more
I could be doin'
but my biggest obstacle of all:
I'm only human.
If you could only see all the
shit thats in my head you'd be
praying for my downfall, you'll be
wishing that I'm dead.
All these feelings filling up
as I'm reaching the top.
And I'm drowning in my head
cause the feeling wont stop.
I'm like
Oh, somebody save me.
Oh, somebody save me.
It's like
Oh, somebody save me.
Some- somebody save me. (Somebody save me)
Thoughts repressed from meds.
Voicemail and text messages (uh huh)
from friends and exes
all convalescent
cause my success progressed.
And you can bet I see right
through that shit. (right through that...)
I knew you bitch! (bitch)
Don't act like my mind slipped
cause I grew fame
and you grew tits. (uh uh)
You can't
do what I do cause
you don't do what I been trying
and my level on some higher shit
like credit and you financin' (okay)
and you lying but you trippin
so you spending like appliances
but I'm on the same shit
I been on.
I,
sleep with one eye open,
you know what I mean?
Cause in the
land of the blind
one eyed men are kings.
This alone depicts
and illuminatical scheme.
While we're blindly focused on the
american dream.
If you could only see all the
shit thats in my head you'd be
praying for my downfall, you'll be
wishing that I'm dead.
All these feelings filling up
as I'm reaching the top.
And I'm drowning in my head
cause the feeling wont stop.
I'm like
Oh, somebody save me.
Oh, somebody save me.
It's like
Oh, somebody save me.
Some- somebody save me. (Somebody save me)
I feel it creeping in my bones. (so)
Don't let 'em act like they
know you.
They only comin' cause they
see you at the top.
But as soon as you fall
all that lovin' gon' stop.
(stop)