Heads Up, Penny

Now tell me what was your goal? Was "mediocre" what you aimed for?
Did you think of common sense, or were you stuck in arrogance again?
When did you turn into what I speak of now?
I never thought someone so close at one time could be distant now

And I know, that you wanted the attention, and I miss the times I'd visit with you daily
But it shows, between the whole routine of made up stories
That you've become the one remembered vaguely

You sound like someone that I used to know
It's funny how the things you like can affect the way you grow
And I've been growing away from everything of this place and I'm not sorry
I'll probably never be sorry again

And in the spring 2010, I can't help question you again
With only 2 more years before waiting for the world to end
Wouldn't it be something if we all woke up in the morning and everything was back upon the shelf?
Just as it was December 2012
And we had the time you needed, and you hadn't turned your back on what we wanted
So let go, because nothing's going to be the same again
You can't just change the past because you're haunted

You seem like someone but it can't be so
It's funny how the ones you loved are the worst at letting go
And I've been growing away from everyone in this place and I'm not sorry
I'll probably never be sorry again