Best Laid Plans

The satuation (situation?) you will got yourself into
Is more than i've been through
I can't tell its too much to take

I remember your euphoria
Your hope, your strength
Your endurance and your love

You let us know when you are far to far gone
To reach out and hold on too
The one thing that kept you here

Hes hard hes big you said - it will fill up
Hes not dangerous
Hes just dealing with his stuff

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I'm on my phone
I hear mourn (?)
Whatever you doo
One two three four five thiew (?)

Is this the man
From whom you were (?)
Your best laid plans
Crushed it helps to hit (?)

I wish I knew what to tell you
And how to go about things
Yourself so far from leaving him

If you never learn to love yourself no one
No one will - no one can
It's a vicious cycle

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I'm on my phone
I hear mourn (?)
Whatever you doo
One two three four five thiew (?)

Your best laid plans
Crushing his head
What it he will (?)
He know just how to - will you end (?)

Looking for your bathing suit
You wore when you were
I'm begging for your bathing suit
You were when you were on (?)

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I'm on my phone
I hear mourn (?)
His rage expands
What can he even you alone (?)

Is this the man
From whom you were
Your best laid plans
Crushed in his head

And when youre down
He'll take you out
Whatever you doo
One two three four five thiew (?)

Begging for your bathing suit
You wore when you were a (?)