Plate Glass Apology

Excuse me while I go jump through a plate glass window
Or stop driving in the middle of the road
My car insurance is expired, enough to set my ass on fire
I'll just go to bed and deal with it tomorrow
You broke my heart, I hope you die
Emptier than how I feel inside
And when you lay your head to rest at night I hope that you
Never fall asleep when you think of all the things you do
I wish I could just hate you, oh
I wish all of these words I said were true
Now I'm up at 5am again, writing letters from the demons
In my head to leave outside your house
I'm not sure why it is I'm fighting
The pens ran out, but I kept writing
And I hope that if you found that letter
You just threw it out because
Well, baby, I don't mean the things I say or do
When I'm mad at you I'm just trying to figure out
How life goes on without you
And I hope I die, you broke my heart, stick a needle in my arm
I know just what I'm running from
I know that I will tear myself apart
I wonder if you still have the flowers
That I brought you at work
The day you dumped me, hope it wasn't a waste of money
I hope that you are happy, hope you find everything you ever
Wanted in your life, I hope you're sleeping well at night
While I'm trying to figure out if life goes
On without you, by writing a song about you
Yeah, I swore I'd never write another song about you
I'm singing a song about you, singing a song about you
You broke my heart, I hope you die, emptier than how I feel inside
And when you lay your head to rest at night I hope that you
Never fall asleep when you think of all the things you do
I wish I could just hate you, oh every single word I said I meant
I hope I die, you broke my heart, stick a needle in my arm
I know just what I'm running from
I know that I will tear myself apart