Senior Year

I don't know why I stop
Stop to listen
Every time that you talk
'Cause I'm missing out
Feels like I'm missing out, out
Whenever you're not around

And I don't think that I should be doing this
But someone I love to hate so much is hard to find
Yeah, you're hard to find
And I think to myself
'Why do I waste my time?'

You are the best thing and the worst thing
That's happened to me this whole year
I wish you would go
I want you to stay
'Cause you are the worst thing and the best thing
You're a curse and you're a blessing
And when I think about you
I'll think of all the times you faced your fears
When I think about you
I'll think back to senior year
When you were here

I'm kinda broken
I think you know this
I'm kinda hopin'
That you won't open up to me
Give me another reason
To fall in love
With you

I'm kinda desperate
Well not like desperate
But I just cling to whatever I can
I wish I could stop but I can't

'Cause you are the best thing and the worst thing
That's happened to me this whole year
I wish you would go
I want you to stay
You are the worst thing and the best thing
You're a curse and you're a blessing
And when I think about you
I'll think of all the times you faced your fears
When I think about you
I'll think back to senior year
When you were here

Sometimes I feel it slip away
And I can control myself
For just a little while
Then you look me in the eyes
And you flash me that stupid crooked smile
Fuck!

You are the best thing and the worst thing
That's happened to me this whole year
Why won't you go
I need you to stay
You are the worst thing and the best thing
You're a curse and you're a blessing
When I think about you
I'll think of all the times you faced your fears
When I think about you
I'll think of every single case of beer
When I think about you
I'll think back to senior year
When you were here

Hey
I don't know if you've noticed
But none of these songs are perfect
I just try to make the best of what I've got

And hey
I don't know if you care but
I'm just kinda scared of
People not being satisfied
With what they bought

I've got almost no production
And I try not to rush it
And I try to make it good
And I try to make it sound like what's in my head
My point of view

And I know it's silly
'Cause I've got people with me
Who keep on supporting
Everything I do
This is all for you

If you made it this far
I just wanna say thank you
It really means a lot
You really have no clue
Next time around
I'll try to make it perfect
I hope you stay awhile
I promise it'll be worth it
Thanks