Goodbye

This is harder than I thought it would be.
I guess I never thought it would be easy.
So I guess I'm just going to let it out.
Why hold back right?

You picked a fine time to leave me Lucile
You up and left me without saying how you feel
No phonecall, no letter, no chance to ask reasons why so my questions
were unanswered
But I had a feeling we were on the edge of outie
What once were sunny skies slowly became cloudy
And that bond we used to share was just no longer there
And you left without a care
For some stronger affair
Well, we were never exclusively an item
Those other guys you messed with, you know I never liked them
I told you how I felt about you, over and over
And you payed me no attention and gave me the colder shoulder
I thought we would grow to be the greatest and the closest team
But that never happened and you had me waiting hopelessly
Woe is me
I wish you called or even wrote to me
And told me that you didn't really like my former poetry
But nah, you were just rude and inconsiderate
How can you not care about the past, even a little bit?
I can't believe you, you're evil and deceitful
I don't even want my newborn son to meet you
Ever.

Baby just move (Girl we had some good times)
Nothin-nothing in your eyes seems to hold me (but now I gotta say
goodbye)
Baby just move (I hope you have a good life)
Nothin-nothing in your eyes seems to hold me (now I gotta say goodbye)

Let me ask you this
Don't you remember when LL was romancing?
Special-ed was jackson, Hammer was still dancing?
And Big Daddy Kane was operating smoothly
Those were the days that you really used to move me
But then you started clubbing and acting unruley
And hanging out with dudes who bought you bling bling jewelery
Plus you're always wasting the hottest prada and gucci
You even won an academy award for a movie
Congratulations, truly I mean it
And thanks so much for a-town stomping my heart to pieces
Sweet jesus, you've got to be kidding, I mean, really?
How can you even sleep at night?
That shit would kill me
I hate to say it but fuck you and your buddies
You're nothing but a big ole blob of silly puddy
You played me like a dummy
And sold me out for the money
You might think you're beautiful but to me you're ugly
See, you just carry yourself like you only care for the wealth
And you're so greedy, you won't give a chance to anyone else
Well, truth be told, you own a piece of my soul
But why can't I walk away from you?
Please leave me alone

Baby just move (Girl we had some good times)
Nothin-nothing in your eyes seems to hold me (but now I gotta say
goodbye)
Baby just move (I hope you have a good life)
Nothin-nothing in your eyes seems to hold me (now I gotta say goodbye)

And it's sad
Because I still think about you on occasion
Well, more like every other minute of the day and
I just wanted to say that
I reminisce a lot 'cause I do care about you
And I don't think it'll ever stop
I love you but I hate you at the same time
I spend more time with you than I spend with my own wife
And I continue to do it even though I know it aint right
So please do me a favor and stay the fuck out of my life