Good Luck Next Year

I've been backing out over simple situations
No matter what it takes I need to get some confidence
And the hardest part is trying to keep up with everyone else
I'll bite my tongue and keep on thinking

I've gotta' get back on my feet
Before I sink too deep
And I developed a distaste for everything surrounding me

And I won't ever come back again
No, I'll never set my foot here again

I need to catch my breath

I need to know that everything gets harder
All this time I wasted getting nowhere
There is something more to this, I'm sure
I can't deny that you have any more

Brace yourself
Here comes the truth
Sing it like you [?]
Sing it like you mean it
Yeah I'll just sing it with heart

I need to know that everything gets harder
All this time I wasted getting nowhere
There is something more to this, I'm sure
I can't deny that you have

And I will dig myself deeper down this empty hole
And eventually you will see that there is things you can't control
But I couldn't care less
What you do, what you think
Good luck next year
I'll make sure I won't be here

While everybody else is fast paced
I'm stuck here clenching my teeth again (clenching my teeth again)
And my patience is wearing thin
I can feel my bones cave from within
And I can't seem to come to terms with
The fact that I was good for nothing

How did I end up here?
I can't depend or give you so much better
Where do I go from here?
I can't depend or give you so much better
Still I don't know whats keeping me from running away from here