I’m No Good

Yeah
Sometimes I just get fucking pissed off
I just get sick of all this bullshit

Shit's sad growing up in the gutter
But I met a lot of kids, want to be like I am
It's weird, people see you on the come up
Then you happy with some money but I'm meaning I'm pissed
My girlfriend knows that I love her
But I mentally abuse her and I treat her like shit
We both suicidal, she a cutter
All I do is self-loath, what's the reason I live?
We'd just empty liquor bottles in the cupboard
Lying to each other like next week we'll quit
Get drunk, make a straw outta dollar
But it's okay, it's only cocaine, not meth
My family looking at me like a fuck up
And they're right, and I don't want to disappoint my twin
I pray one day I'll recover
But it's like I'm tryin' to schedule an appointment with the - devil
Lords knows that I don't wanna - die
So I'm begging, praying help me please
I lie like [?] in the summer
With anxiety and I ain't got no self-esteem
A lot of people are going wanna tell me shut up
Cause they got it way worse, I'm a selfish piece of shit
Make a motherfucker wonder, what it's gonna take for me to change mentally
Bags underneath my eyes cause I lift too fast
Grey hairs on my beard
Feelin' like I can't breath if I don't take a pill so I'm always on a Xan
Drink a bottle every night
I feel the done damage to my liver
I ain't ever been this fat and disgusting
I don't wanna rap, I wanna nap on my love-seat
I ain't sayin' this to get no pity, I'm just feelin' shitty lookin' like a piece of metal rusting and trust me

And I don't really like
The person I've become
This isn't who I thought I would turn into when I was young
But now I'm grown and they say I'm
No Good
No Good
No Good
No Good
No Good
No Good
I'm just a drug addict, drunk, I'm
No Good
No Good
No Good
No Good
No Good
No Good
They say I need to turn my life around

I don't know, maybe I'm a hater
I'm supposed to write a rap, but I hate rap now
Stop breathin' when I'm sleeping then I wake up
Still in my clothes, can't remember how I passed out
Lately I'm an angry drunk am I'm afraid I
Might have been a dick, best friend's gettin' cussed out
But, fucker then I guess I found a liter
What I done, 'nother hungover day bummed out
Ooh shit I didn't know who was at [?]
Nose bleedin', trying to act like I ain't sniff shit
People think they're motivating me to take up a different lifestyle
Fuck them and their Fitbit
They just wanna help but don't appreciate uh
Cause they love me, and they don't wanna see me die young
Every day I'm dissapointin' my creator
I've been strugglin' to get up, but the hole I dug
Lately I've been switchin' over to the vapor
Chain smokin Newports [?]
I can see my future and it's [?]
Girl cryin' to the operator, calling 9-1-1
I tour, blessed to be an entertainer
Been spendin' months away from home, there's nothing I find fun
Signed a record deal, I love the record label
Three albums later, I'm underrated when it's my time come
Couldn't afford the tour bus, so I went and bought a van
There's some money selling records, so I got to tour again
I don't wanna bore the fans, so I bought a couple lights
Plus some background singers, but I can't afford a band
Jealous of these rich rappers and the money that they make
I was up outside of Chili's having lunch and a lame
Started routing for his team, and I scream, and I see
Happy people wanna punch him in the face
I'm ashamed cause

I don't really like
The person I've become
This isn't who I thought I would turn into when I was young
But now I'm grown and they say I'm
No Good
No Good
No Good
No Good
No Good
No Good
I'm just a drug addict, drunk, I'm
No Good
No Good
No Good
No Good
No Good
No Good
They say I need to turn my life around

Yeah!
Ye-ye-ye-uh-yeah
Ye-ye-ye-FUCK!
Fuck it